I've run out of things to say...

It’s true!! Highly unusual but true. I feel like a bird that has lost its tune!

We had a pleasant Bank Holiday weekend eating out twice. We also went bowling at Colchester. We all felt like old Fogeys as the music was too loud…We didn’t realise that this was going to happen but we bowled in disco lights. If you are a proficient bowler this is a problem because you aim at the arrows on the lane and not the pins. I found it improved my style as it loosened me up and distracted me and I am an aim and wish bowler. In my first game, I would bowl and leave some pins (not as unusual as I would like really) but when the machine came to pick the pins up they would miraculously drop or just fall away. Nobody else seemed to benefit from this phenomenon and I didn’t win but it was entertaining.

Saturday will be 4 months since Daniel’s death. I feel that I have aged so much since then. Whilst it is still very early days, in some ways it seems like a huge amount of time has passed. I am like an iceberg (steady!) in terms of so much being visible over the water and more being hidden underneath.

My temp contract expires at the end of September and I am ambivalent whether I remain there or not. I worked an 8.5 hour day today, which may not seem like a lot, but to me it felt like it as I am out of practice. I am leaving this in God’s hands.

Not sure if I’ll continue blogging as my inspiration seems to have left me, along with my motivation. I do enjoy hearing about what other bloggers have been doing, though.




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