Drawing a blank

Isn’t life difficult sometimes? The reason that I haven’t blogged for a couple of days is that nothing interesting is happening. In fact, it feels like nothing is happening at all. I am so exhausted and just sleep whenever I can.

Often people say to me at the moment that they don’t know what to say to me. There is nothing that can be said which can really comfort me in my loss. But never underestimate the power of a hug. They do work wonders as they can say so much. I was really pleased today as the weather was glorious, I could wear sunglasses, which could hide my eyes. It felt that I had a shield that only I knew what was underneath and nobody would notice if my eyes were a little damp and runny… The trouble is that you do have to take them off and then you are exposed.

I am going to have a difficult week as I need to look for work and will have to sell myself. Not easy at the best of times, it is a very steep hill to climb. But climb it I must to move onto the next chapter of my life. I just know that this experience is not wasted and I just ask for wisdom how to use it.

Tomorrow is the promise of a new day and God’s faithfulness is new every morning. What a blessing in times like these.